There's something about the sun shining that resonates with my mood and I suddenly feel empowered, motivated and ready to take on anything! On cloudy days I often feel flat and a sense of "meh". I've often wondered if I have seasonal depression 🤔. Either way, my motivation levels are seriously hit and miss.
Now that Björn is more alert with longer awake periods I know I need to put in the effort to play with him and be interactive but honestly some days I just can.not.be.fucked.
I still do it - even though inside I feel dead 😝. I really have to push myself though 😅. To put it simply, I'm just bloody tired! I feel so guilty not feeling enthusiastic but sometimes I just don't have the mental strength. I can only imagine this gets a bazillion times worse with a toddler 🙈.